well I've introduced you to everyone so here goes with the actual 'blogging' my aim is to be as honest as i can to give you a real look into our life

today actually started last night when making Jordens lunch box, salad and hummus,nice and easy you'd think....no,
 "is that 8 sticks of cucumber?"
 "yes Jorden"
"two cherry tomatoes, not 3"
 "yes Jorden"
 "8 green olives"
  "yes jorden"
 "and two spoons of humus"
then he disappears, great! i can finish this and then I'm done for night.....no hes back....
"have you cut the pitta into strips not triangles, i don't like triangles"
i nod and say i know. off he goes and into bed. he turns on the telly, he comes down stairs, he asks the same question he asks every night "what time do we need to wake up" i answer "7am" back to bed, then downstairs every 10 Min's for the next two hours. this is good for him, i still don't know why i say he needs to be up at 7 he wakes at 5.30 every morning. but he seems to like that answer.

this morning started with Logan having a drop attack while taking his tablets, thank fully he didn't hurt himself this time but the cup of water went everywhere. it has taken a little while to make the decision about getting him a helmet, I'm not sure why, but he has an appointment on Thursday to get one fitted, then we just have to get him to wear it, that should be interesting. no major incidents all day from any of them, Logan had the usual absences and a few drops but all in all a good day for him. then Jorden returned from his play date, and within minuets of being home he kicked off, i don't even know why, and I'm not sure he did but that went on for about an hour so again, for him that was good, he kicked doors, threw furniture and swore at the top of his voice and once it was over it was like he didn't even know it had happened.

today was a good day, these are the ones i like to focus on as there are few of them. dont get me wrong the bad days play on my mind alot more than they should, but  fingers crossed for tomorrow xxxx until next time xxx